- everything that i've wished it would be .

2009-03-27T19:39:00.001+08:00

Freeze .
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Sedarkan aku tuhan, dia bukan milikku.

2009-03-21T15:29:00.001+08:00

Flare .

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Spec Course was tiring yet fruitful .

Ferk IFC .

2009-03-12T19:07:00.001+08:00

It wasnt easy .
Never was easy .

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2009-03-03T20:30:00.004+08:00

I Have a Dream - Common ft. Will.I.Am OST Freedom Writers .

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I am happy
I am I am happy
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[One day]
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[that one day]
That one day
Ima look deep within myself
I gonna find way
My dream is to be free
My dream is to be
My dream is to be
My dream is to be
My dream is to be free

A search for brighter days
I ride through the maze of the madness
Struggle is my address
Where pain and crack lives
Gunshots coming from sounds of blackness
Given this game with no time to practice
Born on the blacklist
Told I'm below average
A life with no cabbage
That's no money if you're from where I'm from
Funny,
I just want some of yours son
Dark clouds seem to follow me
Alcohol that my pops swallowed bottle me
No apology
I walk with a boulder on my shoulder
It's a cold war
I'm a colder soldier
I fight the same fight that made Martin Luther the king
I ain't usin' it for the right thing
In-Between lean and the fiends
Hustle and the schemes
I put together pieces of a dream
I still have one

I am happy
I am I am happy
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[One day]
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[that one day]
That one day
I'ma look deep within myself
I gonna find way
My dream is to be free
My dream is to be
My dream my dream is to be
My dream is to be
My dream is to be free

The world see me lookin' in the mirror
Images of me gettin' much clearer
Dear self,
I wrote a letter just to better my soul
If I don't express it,
Then forever I hold inside
I'm from a side where we outta control
Rap music and the hood play a fatherly role
My story like yours, yo, gotta be told
Tryin' to make it from a gangsta to a godlier role
Read scrolls and stow slaves,
And Jewish people in cold caves
Hate has no color or age
Flip the page
Now my rage became freedom right
Write dreams in the dark
They far, but I can see em
I believe in heaven more than hell
Blessings more than jail
In the ghetto, let love prevail
With a story to tell
My eyes see the glory of, well,
The world waitin' for me to yell
I have a dream

I am happy
I am I am happy
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[One day]
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out oh oh
We gonna work it out
[Soundclip: I have a dream]
I got a dream
[that one day]
That one day
All of the people and myself
Are gonna find a better way
My dream is to be free
My dream is to be
My dream is to be
My dream is to be
My dream is to be free

2009-02-28T21:44:00.000+08:00

2nd for soccer .
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2009-02-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

Didnt manage to blog for a week .
Busy as can be .
Today was a sucky day .
Tomorrow shall be a better day .
But I think Friday will be the best day of the week .

Left school at 6:30 .
Went to Mac after that .
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No marshalling for me on Friday :D .
Also for Surein and Endy .
Cheers !
Later .

2009-02-18T19:43:00.002+08:00

Today .

Assembly .

PoA for 2 straight hours . _|_

English .

Class didnt listen to the new teacher at all . Why ? Cause she's just 19 . But seriously la ftw . See the teacher like bu shuang lidat .

Want to teach us but the whole class dont care . If they dont behave then cant go Comp Lab . If go comp lab whole class bring thumbdrive can play DotA together seh . :D

E Math .

Happy cause got back my marks .

28/35 . A1 :D

Pearly cheer up bah . Sure can buck up de .

At least you higher than Nelson :D .

After school

Kicked off for a while .

Many extra players suddenly join .

So game was like ftw mode .

Too crowded .

Left and looked for house captain .

Met up with Faruq before playing against the other houses .

Finals next Friday .

Today didnt play well .

Motherfucking hero .

2009-02-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

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2009-02-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

But if you ever lose your way,

I'll be right here for you .

2009-02-09T17:48:00.001+08:00

You break me up inside .

2009-02-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

Orientation for NCC today .

Shouted so much ; Having hoarse voice now .

Kicked before training started .

End of training did around 25 pumpings ?

Was kinda embarrasing cause in canteen then in front of Track&Field people .

Was forced la duh .

skipskipskip ;

Sylvia score hat trick yesterday in soccer .

49% Skill ; 51% Luck :D .

PE Soccer Teammates : Samuel , Chee How , Zhengting and meh .

Gurantee Samsam play forward .

The rest IDK .

I midfield sua ! ==

Moodless .

"Sylvia play soccer solid seh,"

We're flying through the night .

2009-02-04T21:09:00.003+08:00

Bintang terlihat terang,
Saat dirimu datang.
Cinta yang dulu hilang,
Kini kembali pulang.

Shadows fill an empty heart,

As love is fading .

I know I have a heart,

Cause I feel it breaking .

Burn .

"Let nature take its course" & "Fate" .

Screw them both .

2009-02-03T19:38:00.003+08:00

Today was a bad day .

Really bad day .

Was told something by someone .

Spoiled my mood for the rest of the day .

Slept during Physics .

Couldnt focus at all, you know .

Too much things running through my mind .

Felt pessimistic till end of the day .

Stayed back for 2 reasons .

1 was for soccer .

2 was for you-know-what .

Really really moodless right now .

You just had to get involved .

Out of everyone I know ,

It has to be you .

How do I treat you now ?

As a friend ?

Or a foe ?

2009-01-30T19:32:00.000+08:00

New Sec 1's got into their CCA's .

20 got into NCC.

Mostly the stubborn ones.

Not forgetting the smart alecks .

Im tiredddd .

Elite .

2009-01-26T20:01:00.003+08:00

Went to ECP today .

Cycled for 2 hours I think .

Happy CNY to my fellow Chinese friends .

Running tmr .

Bored to death right now .

School faster reopen pleaseeeeee .

5 days are like 5 months sehhh .

The M16 I drawed looks real .

Cheyyyy. Not self-praising la.

Okaythanksbye.

Don't waste your time;
Speed up your breathing.
Just close your eyes;
We'll hope it's not for nothing at all.

Peace sells, but who's buying ?

2009-01-23T18:05:00.005+08:00

CNY celebration today .

AMaths was fun .

Played sleepy-murderer.

How lucky, I was the murderer .

PE. Did 2 rounds around 2 bball courts and 1 round around school .

My 1 round around school timing was 3:51.

Wanted to play soccer but cant ; Sylvia invited me for basketball .

Played and was injured badly by Mabel . :(

So fun . Can push Jowenson ALOT.

The celebration was good.

We impressed Mr Bakthiar alot today.

Assembly our class was called for good comments in Class Diary and for reading before assembly.

And the class was ready for celebration when he came in.

So 3-1 impressed him. ALOT .

And I promise not to dance on a chair anymore .

Concert was boring. But credits to the performers for their hardwork and preparation.

After the whole concert, Miss Yeong said that 3-1 was good and ready to leave.

But sadly Mr Bakthiar said he didnt hear it . =.=

Soccer court after that.

Kicked till 2.

Left for Mac and later went to school .

Fortunately met Fairus and Endy .

Kicked again till 5.

Was on-form at soccer court just now I think.

When playing with 2-3 peeps at least .

Is it getting easier to dribble through Nelson or what ?

Hom-ed.

Brace yourself for love.

Sweet love.

Secret love.

2009-01-22T19:55:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Sylvia!

Tomorrow = CNY Celebration.

I'll be buying Oreo.

Doubt Im th only one buying .

Till tomorrow. 8)

How hard can it be?

Its just a guitar.

2009-01-21T20:19:00.002+08:00

Today.

Oh yea before that.

Happybirthday Shafikah .

Tmr I will be wishing another person with flour/milopowder.

Which one? You choose.

Happy1dayearlybirthday Sylvia .

When a heart breaks,

No it dont break even .

Soulkeeper - Terrorblade

Here I come.

2009-01-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

St 12 - P.u.s.p.a!

Kau gadisku yang cantik
Coba lihat aku disini
Di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu

Kau gadisku yang manis
Coba dekat aku disini
Di sini ada aku yang cinta padamu

Walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu
Sudah ada yang punya
Namun aku tunggu sampai kau mau

Woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
Jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
Ku kan selalu setia menunggu
Untuk jadi pacarmu

Woo woo jangan jangan kau tak terima cintaku
Jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu
Putuskanlah saja pacarmu
Lalu bilang I LOVE U padaku

Walau ku tahu bahwa dirimu
Sudah ada yang punya
Namun aku tunggu sampai kau mau

Woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
Jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
Ku kan selalu setia menunggu
Untuk jadi pacarmu

Woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
Jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
Ku kan selalu setia menunggu
Untuk jadi pacarmu

Today.

Scolded.

Repent.

Homed.

Kau gadisku yang cantik.
Cuba lihat aku disini.
Di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu.

2009-01-19T19:32:00.003+08:00

Moment of the Day:

You-know-who got pissed off and left class at 2:35.

She later cam back at 3:45 to teach us for another 30mins. FTW BITCH!

And Im understanding ToaCahSoh finally.

Sweet dreams that dont come true;

I'd leave it all for you.

If you'd jump,

Im jump too.

2009-01-18T19:16:00.002+08:00

hello all .

its the end of another week .

another tiring week i must say . but quite fulfilling ? maybe .

not much to say about this week. on the whole, some teachers are peeving me off .

today's jiajings birthday. wednesday's her birthday and the next day is syl's birthday .

wth. so many january babies .

so long . time to go .

Brick walls are closing in.

Let's make a run for it tonight .

Now playing --> Skyway Avenue - We The Kings.

2009-01-16T20:04:00.001+08:00

yesterday.

normal lessons. nothing particular other than the first lesson chemistry.

chongster scolded us cause we were late by around 10 mins?

class was supposed to start at 7:45 but due to the temperature taking we were hold back for around 5 mins so we were late for only 5 mins? so what the big fuck about that? betch started nagging for like 20 mins. she stopped when she realised that it was 30 mins till the end of her lesson . moron .

then there was the emaths remedial . should have gone la so i could spit at the fucking bitchassfag's face la. _|_. the way she talk to us during normal lesson also like impatient the tone. moreover, heard from people that she told gabriel to shut up?! ftw man ? even though i dislike gabriel abit, he's still my classmate seh . whothefuck is she sia . knn.

and it peeves me off when mrs chong keeps asking us, "why did you do badly last year".

what sia?! if someone from NA jump to 3-1 still say do badly ? ftw sia. we're not like the previous batch of 3-1 la.

today.

amaths.

what i've learnt: surds. square-root-of-4 = perfect thingy.

not sure yet la omfg . i need someone to teach me ftw .

okay then PE did discus. how stupid seh . couldnt we do like floorball? or at least captainball?

not as lame as that sia. and she didnt even teach us how to spin with the discus la .

throughout the whole lesson had to endure angus's 2008 stupid commercial jokes .

geography.

mr boay made us do some drawings on what we would do/wear/eat and our lifestyle in hot/cold environments.

during recess bought 7 "black-men-wearing-white-belts" packets for syl cause i did something bad to her. the only way to say sorry is not verbally but "black-men-wearing-white-belts"-ly.

idc if you dont understand what i say . from 7 left 3 zz. siew hwee took 1 aziz took 1 mehn took 1 .

mehn was tempting pearly la with one of the "thing". hope her eyes are okay now.

told her and siewhwee the mrt joke. pity them la. syl said in chinese she almost cry due to the joke. lawl seh. i think she wants more "black-men-wearing-white-belts" tmr.

You changed my whole life .

& now i've found out that;

My only weakness was you .

Taken from Ariff's bloggggggg. Bastard force me to do .

Kinda crappy I guess.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Enjoy the lameness?

2009-01-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

Going going.

Im gone away.

its unbelievable to see how you could set me free.

2009-01-12T18:56:00.000+08:00

got the lyrics for Ji Pa Ban in english & hokkien.

Enjoy!

Jipaban

Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban,
Gua uh ji pa ban, jit si lang tio khin san,

Bo khong bo lang jai, kong tio chin pai seh,
Chiak kak hia nih tua hanh. ko mm pat je puey kee,

Pah piah hua chuey ni, bo chia bo chu ko bo ai lin,
Kua lang chua bo ko chuey sing di, wu jii ko wu seng,

Nah si gua wu ji pa ban, wa beh je puey kee,
Wa beh ew seh kai, ha wa ee sai dai yang,
Lit pun chiak su shi (Wa chia li chiak su shi)

Nah si gua wu ji pa ban, wa beh buey chia buey chu,
sang ting ka hai bi, siang lang ka ho kih,
lai hor wa cho bo

Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban,
Nah sih li wu kiam eng jii, khui chui bien keh khi,

Bo khong bo lang jai, kong tio chin pai seh,
Chiak kak hia nih tua hanh. ko mm pat je puey kee,

Pah piah hua chuey ni, bo chia bo chu ko bo ai lin,
Kua lang chua bo ko chuey sing di, wu jii ko wu seng,

Nah si gua wu ji pa ban, wa beh je puey kee,
Wa beh ew seh kai, ee tah li lim ko pi,
Loh pi chiak speh ge ti (Loh pi chiak speh ge ti)

Nah si gua wu ji pa ban, wa beh buey chia buey chu,
Buey tiam lai siu chor, eng eng bien cho kang,
Chua kow ki san por,

Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban,
Nah sih li wu kiam eng jii, khui chui bien keh khi,

Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban,
Chap cheng puay cheng teh ki eng,
bien huan ma boh bun tuey (huan chien pu se wen ti)

Nah sih gua uh ji pa ban, ji pa ban…
Wei, peng yu eh, li siong ji pa ban, chin chuay ah?

Jipaban (English)

If I have got one million, one million,
I got one million, my whole life no worries,

Never say nobody knows, say already very shy,
Eat until so big, never sat on a plane before,

Worked so hard for so many years, no car no house and also no lover,
See people get married and do business, got money and got success,

If I have got one million, I wanna sit on a plane,
I wanna explore the world, Hawaii to sun bath,
Japan eat sushi ( treat you eat sushi )

If I have got one million, I wanna buy car buy house,
Eat all the delicacies of the world, who got the good luck,
Be my girl ( thanks to xiaoken@hwz for explaining these two lines )

If I have got one million, one million,
I got one million, my whole life no worries,

Never say nobody knows, say already very shy,
Eat until so big, never sat on a plane before,

Worked so hard for so many years, no car no house and also no lover,
See people get married and do business, got money and got success,

If I have got one million, I wanna sit on a plane,
I wanna explore the world, Italy drink coffee,
Road side eat spaghetti ( road side eat spaghetti )

If I have got one million, I wanna buy car buy house,
Buy shop to collect rent, easy easy no need to work,
Bring dog go for a walk,

If I have got one million, one million,
If you need to borrow money, just open your mouth and ask and no need shy shy,

If I have got one million, one million,
Ten thousand eight thousand take go and use,
No need to pay back also no problem ( pay back money not a problem )

If I have got one million, one million,
Wei friend, you think one million a lot ah?

2009-01-12T18:10:00.000+08:00

today.

had chem for first period. bummer.

next was mt. did some group activity on describing a celebrity and make other groups guess.

my group picked Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson. each team could ask only 2 yes-or-no questions.

one of them asked, "is he a wrestler?". aziz said no. when they found out it was The Rock, we said he was a wrestler. no longer a wrestler . anyway, next was physics. didnt even bring one phy book.good thing we were using worksheets . poa was next . was chosen to present my spendings on the board . 23 + 7 = 30. 30 = my reg. number . wjla. recess waited for wei chiat and makan together . english lesson was okay . wrote two journal entries . played soccer at court till around 2:15 . today was kinda on form. went back to school while bringing my 1.5L lemon tea into class . went to check out the O's results. went back to class after that and miss zhang was already in class . it was social studies and listened to her talking about a piece of land. if a piece of land doesn't have a government on it, it means its a? piece of shit . nah jk only . went for soccer after that at court. mac-ed and hom-ed soon after .

wjla = wa jialat ah

anyone want the jipaban song tell me. credits to jerry. :D

pearly said zeezahza to me today. ==

When you feel empty,

Smile, and make me speechless.

2009-01-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

confused right now .

what would she say?

what should i say?

what would it be next?

what would the conquences be?

what is her reaction?

what must i do next?

should i just be friends?

or should i just leave out all the rest?

thanks tiara and yixuan for the advice.

hope it doesnt affect my studies.

2009-01-08T19:02:00.000+08:00

heyho all.

today had chem for first period . bad start for the day really. next was a math. mr sam's way of teaching impressed aziz. good or bad? idk . rushed to buy the book-keeping book at the bookshop in the 5 mins change of period time. it was also the lower sec recess and so the bookshop queue was longggg. ran back to class. no kinda walked actually. went back and miss yeong was alr in class. went in, apologised and back to my seat. english was fun, obviously. videos and descripting scenes in the Wall-E movie. after that was an awareness test. I'll give you the url later. *suspense* e math was normal. didnt bring my 3B textbook. sylvia offered pearly's 3B book cause she was at the dentist so I took it. sat back and listened to mrs chuah's lesson. then pearly came back. == . in my mind I was thinking, "now must stay back listen to her (mrs chuah) lecture," . so i just gave pearly back her book and stayed at my seat. did she catch me without my book? no. :D did her work and then it was time for lunch. chiong-ed my malay homework and newspaper article. then it was emath lesson . mrs chuah was pretty darn punctual. unlucky us. after that went to slack at "the slack place". fairus, endy, aqil and weichiat were there. soccer-ed and hom-ed. okay lazy to type all the fun details for today. ==

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ahg6qcgoay4

The Moonwalking Bear :D. Enjoy!

Now playing > Hero-Nickelback

2009-01-03T10:36:00.000+08:00

moodless.

seriously i have no mood to blog. ==

but all i have to say is, my new class is not that bad.

mehn is currently in monk training. so he shaved his hair to botak! :P

kick soccer after school at ssc. dota-ed at tp after that . gunz-ed awhile.

went back to school and met fairus and endy along the way.

went back to 399 for ice kacang and ate while watching endy finish his pt proposal for mr chin .

hom-ed after that.

when biking next till around 7.

i got my black bmx bike alr btw. :D

okay anyway, im starting to like my new class . :P

2008-12-25T19:09:00.000+08:00

merry christmas everyone.

went to bryan's house today for a mini party. swimmed and soccer-ed there.

nelson as usual was sabo-ed. nothing much to say anyway.

6 more days to school and im kinda looking forward to it.

till next time .

2008-12-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

today.

today was quite a dramatic day. there was almost a fight at the soccer court.

but lets start from the top. the tailor called me and said that i could take my uniform so im taking it tomorrow. left for soccer at 3. was playing then it suddenly rained . == . one touched at void deck and rashid and his friends came along . played as defensive till six-thirty when some indian guys came.

rough? i think thats their team name . kicking legs and such .

lost to them and some mats took over our team. this guy who was wearing a beer-chang singlet had a spiderweb tattoo on his right shoulder and was obviously a gangster . he got shoved away from the ball and was not happy and was in the "boxing" position with his hands guarding his face. then some guy said, hey i thought we're playing soccer, not karate . then that mat adjusted his long fringe and relaxed at a corner. the indian team left as they weren't looking for a fight. then played till 7:15 and hom-ed.

mat - malay ahbengs

Wish that I could fly,

Fall upon my knees.

2008-12-23T11:16:00.000+08:00

New blog for the new year. How does that sounds?

Bryan wanted me to revive my blog. So thats what Im doing right now.

Went for soccer yesterday with qinghui , weijie , pajiao , zhengkang , wd and bryan.

After that went to Bryan's house for monopoly. ==

He was so darn siiii-toooo-piddd that he spilled his 7-up on the floor.

So there were ants everywhere blablabla .

Then it was monopoly time. We were playing the singapore edition btw . ==

Wont give you all the details cause obviously you wont read it .

Weijie won and went home. Pajiao thought he left his wallet in Bryan's house but it was with me all along. What a retard . Bus-ed home and com-ed .

And no more formal writing in the next post.

That I promise. ;D

What more can I say?